Everyday there seems to be something new... A new understanding, revelation, or even problem, that is requiring all I have right now. However for the fist time in my life I'm actually beginning to feel Free to approach things from MY OWN direction... Let me correct that just a bit and say by the direction that I was designed to approach it from! I know that probably sounds really weird but trust me as time goes on and I share more and more with you, I pray you will understand! More then anything I am hoping that my sharing my Journey with you will make you desire to start your own Journey, to the kind of self discovery that will not only change the way you think, but the way you see things, the way you approach them, the pressure you feel because of them, and just how much control you give to the world around you as apposed to the ONE who Created You!
However before we start heading down there lets go back to the beginning... Not my beginning, not yet, but the beginning we all need to have before we attempt to discover who we are and where we are going... Shall we?
Let's head back 2000 years ago to a man, born of a woman,(Galatians 4:4) subject to all the laws that humans, could not keep. Who's Daddy was the God of the universe( John 5:17-18 and 23- and John 10:30-33) , who's purpose and goal was to become the way back to God! (John 14:6) He fulfilled every prophecy including the ones from the prophet Isaiah about his death (Isaiah 53)... Actually Isaiah says it way better then me is chapter 53 verses 5-6:" But he was pierced for our rebellion,crushed for our sins. He was beaten so we could be whole. He was whipped so we could be healed. All of us, like sheep, have strayed away. We have left God’s paths to follow our own. Yet the Lord laid on him the sins of us all."
And then John 3:16-17 tells us why- “For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him."
He Died so that through Him we can go back to being who we were all Created to be.... Right now.... He never intended us to see this as a way to purchase a ticket to heaven, or some Fire Insurance to keep us from going to Hell. He did this so we could embark on our Journey to discover Just how much He loves us and desires an intimate relationship with us all.  That will also allow Him to teach us what was really intended for each one of us.  Please, take a moment to thank God for His amazing plan, and Jesus for all He endured to reclaim you as a Child of God, A Prince or a Princess. We have to understand and believe this first before we can embark on the Journey that will display to us just what kind of Royalty we were meant to be! 

Thank you God for your Son Jesus, who went through all He did, to make a way for me to be able to come back to you. Jesus thank you that even if I was the only one who had sinned and fallen away from God you would have still gone through all of the suffering you endured just to bring ME back. Thank you that I was lost and Now I am found in You! Open my eyes and ears to discover all you have for me to learn about you, and about the Me you intended me to be! In Jesus Name I Pray Amen!

Love (and I am really beginning to understand what that means!)
Patience